WEDDINGS. Lately i’ve been getting so excited when people talk about them. i personally haven’t been to one in a reallyyyyyyyyyy long time -___- i think weddings symbolize something so beautiful. LOVE. now isn’t that nice. I love what weddings stand for. i love how weddings make me feel. i love how happy the couple looks. i love how much effort people put in them. i love how exciting it is. lovely. really. someday, i hope to have one. i mean the wedding of course. what girl doesn’t want a wedding? i mean who wouldn’t wanna get dressed up? and marry the one they truly love? i mean somday, i want to be the bride. i want to find the one who makes ME happy. i wanna find the one who i can spend the rest of my life with. i wanna prove to the world how much i love this man. i wanna plan, and pick my perfect dress, with my perfect flowers and my perfect cake. i wanna be that girl who has the “perfect ending” only there will be no ending because our love will be foreverrrr. it’s just if you ask me RIGHT NOW, i tell people i want a wedding, but i don’t want the marriage. RIGHT NOW, i don’t believe in marriage. it’s not that my parents are divorced, cause they aren’t. it’s not that i’m damaged, cause i’m healed. it’s just RIGHT NOW, there’s so much temptation in this world, i feel like the meaning of “marriage” is just lost. it seems that no one really knows how much of a commitment marriage really is. i think everyone wants the “wedding”. i think everyone wants to be “married” or at least loves the idea of it. but idk. that’s just me. marriage should be so pure. so real. just you, and the other. no one else. FOREVER AND EVER riiiiiight?